After reading part 1 of this series, you found out that both my cuck and I had been married before. He had been cuckolded pretty much that entire time, while I had to settle down from my wild teenager days.
After my marriage ended, I started easing back into my old ways... flirting non-stop and trying to find guys to have sex with. Life was fun again! My cuck's marriage ended just after he moved to a new town. It's like he got a fresh start as well.
We are both "nerds" in the respect that we deal with technology and we're pretty dang good at our jobs. I love a smart man, I can't deny that. I was immediately attracted to his smarts... He vividly remembers the first time he saw me, down to exactly what I was wearing and how I wouldn't really look at him (what can I say, I can be a little shy). We hit it off and started dating.
What's a cuck to do when I start getting hot-and-heavy on him, kissing and rubbing and talking about how I wanted to fuck. What any good sissy boy does, he tried his best to give it to me. When I first saw how small he was, I was a little disappointed. I had hoped for a huge surprise, but all I got was a tiny revelation. I did my best to "enjoy" it (I didn't want to hurt the boy's feelings). There was so much more that he could do for me, that I put up with the bad sex. I mean, I had a vibrator at home that was becoming my best friend anyway... I would get lost in daydreams while he was trying so hard to fuck me and make me feel anything, I would start thinking about guys I had been with in the past or I would have him talk to me about different fetishes so I could daydream about that too.
Then one day we started talking about what his ex did to him - having sex with other men, sometimes right in front of him. Immediately my reaction was to condemn her for what she did to him and how that must have made him feel. I'm pretty sure my quick reaction is what made him hold off in telling me how he actually enjoyed what she did.
We got pregnant, and I lost some of my sex drive. Once I had the baby and the "waiting time" was over, I wasn't even really excited about sex then. I mean, look what I had to fuck! Something that wasn't even three inches. Where's the fun in that!? My cuck could tell that I was unhappy when it came to sex, and we started having more and more discussions about his previous marriage, and how she would have sex with other men. The more we talked about it, the easier it was for me to understand.
We started talking about how it would be for me to fuck other men. At first, I was very uncomfortable with the idea. I mean, all the talk before was about his ex doing this... now we're talking about ME going to have sex with random guys. (It was fine and dandy when I was unattached, but now I'm married... married women don't go fuck random guys!) Not to mention, I had the fear that maybe he really didn't want me to be this way and was just trying to see how far I would go with it... Again, the more we talked about it, the more reassuring he was and the more it seemed like the best situation. I could get satisfied by a man with a big dick and my cuck would be happy that I got fucked just like I needed. I still needed some convincing though. There were nights we would sit and look at porn together, he would talk to me about which guys I liked and what turned me on... and after we'd both finish, he would say something along the lines of "See? I'm not upset, and everything is ok."
It wasn't long before he suggested I sign up for a few adult dating websites and we started hunting for online Cuckolding forums. One night we took the plunge and found a few, but that meant we had to take a few pictures for the webpages. It was fun getting all dolled-up, trying to make sure I looked good enough to make someone want to come fuck me. We took a few of my favorite pictures that night (look for the Navy football jersey in the gallery).
Lo and behold, the messages started coming via the adult dating website. I'm extremely picky, so I would weed through each message with a fine-toothed comb. The decent messages I would reply to, and give them my Yahoo so we could chat. I found a few chatters, but one was kind of close by...
Next up, part 3.
~Jinxypie
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