Tuesday, July 14, 2009

My personal cuckolding history - part 3

So you've read parts 1 and 2. You've been eagerly awaiting the next part, haven't you? ;)

As I ended part 2, I had found a decent-looking guy that was sort of close by. I gave him my Yahoo screen name and we started chatting on a Sunday morning. My cuck was sitting at the desktop computer, working, while I had one of the laptops, flirting online with this sexy stranger.

Sunday mornings are usually very quiet at our house. No real interruptions. The guy I was chatting with was really wanting me to come visit him, right then. Understanding that it was about a 40 minute drive, I told him that I probably wouldn' t be able to stay very long. So I tell the guy I will "brb" and I walk over to my cuck. I told him that the guy wanted me to come over, right then, and that I wanted to go. Since this was the first time I was ever going and having sex with someone while married to him, I think I was kind of asking permission. (That didn't happen many times afterwards...)

He assured me that everything would be ok, and that he wanted me to go fuck this guy. Still nervous about it, I told the guy I would get ready to go, and that I'd be on my way soon. I gave him my cell, got directions, and started the "getting ready" process. My husband was right beside me the whole time, helping me pick out clothes and telling me how beautiful I looked... also telling me how excited he was and that he promised that he would still feel the same once I got back.

I sure hoped he was right. I wasn't completely convinced.

The drive was not very eventful, but the fact that my cell was nearly dead and I had no car charger was very intense. I didn't want to waste much battery life, yet I wanted to talk to my cuck to see how he was and to get another pep talk. (Haha.) I called the guy when I neared his house. He met me outside his apartment, then showed me inside. We sat on the couch and talked for about three minutes... then he was all over me - a nice surprise! I wasn't sure what kind of guy this would be... he seemed nice, he looked great, but you still never know what kind of person you're going to end up with when you do the picking and choosing online.

We had been fucking for about five or ten minutes when I noticed my cell was ringing. I had to run and get it; my cuck was checking up on me because I had broken our "rules". (I call when I get there and I text within a certain period of time to let him know everything is OK.) When he didn't hear from me he was worried... I was nervous because the first time I got out of the house to see someone, I broke the rules... and I didn't know how my cuck would feel about me doing it again. But I told him we had already been screwing our brains out and he let me get back to it.

After we finished, we layed around talking for a bit. Then I got dressed, told him I had a great time, and left. On my way home, I called my husband to let him know I had started the drive back. He asked how it was and, being nervous, I told him that it was OK. Wondering why it was "just OK," he assured me he was fine and if it was better than "OK" I should say so. Telling him the complete truth is the way to go. I told him that I did have fun, and "OK" wasn't a bad thing! Hubby accepted it, and asked why I wasn't talking much. I explained that even though he says he's ok with what I'm doing, I'm still leery of his reactions and wondered if he would REALLY be OK with it when I got home...

When I arrived, my cuck greeted me at the door. He asked how I was and of course I was good. So we went to the bedroom to talk about the experience I just had... see, with my cuck (and most others), we don't have regular sex. It's me talking to him about what I did or what I'm thinking or feeling and him getting excited by it so he can jerk off... (Some cucks don't even get that pleasure, they're locked up in chastity devices or just denied.) Anyway, we talked and I still needed his assurances that everything was great. After all, I had just went out and had sex with someone. Could he really be happy with me? Of course he was. He wanted this for me. He wants me out fucking anyone that I want because he knows I'm getting exactly what I need!

This first experience showed me that he meant exactly what he said. I was still a little hesitant, but things were getting easier...

Part 4 coming soon!

~Jinxypie

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