And now, his side of the story.

We have heard from Mary Ann, and now let’s turn the tables a bit… here’s the point of view of their lifestyle from her cuck husband. I do want to take a moment to say, I have gotten quite attached to these two, and they are wonderful people and exceptional friends. Thanks, you two, for being in my life. Now, on to his story:

I don’t profess to be qualified to be anyone’s role model as far as being a husband or being a cuck. My only real expertise is my extreme good fortune to be married to an incredibly sweet and precious lady, Mary Ann. I have had the honor and privilege to be Mary Ann’s husband and her cuck. Mary Ann has never ever cheated on me. She has had sex with other men, without my knowledge and without my agreeing to it. However, she has never needed my permission or my approval for anything. That is not the type of marriage we have. I don’t tell her what she can or can’t do, what she can or can’t spend, or where she can or can’t go. I don’t own her; she is not my child, my serf or my property.

I would have preferred she discussed taking a lover with me prior to her actually doing so. I like to think I would have been open to an honest, rational discussion…but I am not so sure. Jinxy talks a lot about being completely open and discussing everything with your spouse. I agree that is ideal, unfortunately that was not the way we were raised. There were a lot of things that were never discussed, never mentioned in polite company when I was growing up. Monogamy and faithfulness was the only role that was ever proper for marriage. Sex was never discussed but it was understood to be an important part of marriage. Good sex and more importantly satisfying your partner was never a consideration.

I am a bit of an intellectual and when stressed I do have a tendency to get wrapped up in an analysis of the metaphysical aspects rather than facing the raw emotions of a situation. To discuss the pros and cons of uniting one’s genitals with a non-married partner in non-procreational copulation for spasmodic release of endorphins just isn’t something Mary Ann appreciates.

My first knowledge of being cuckolded was a shock and some may want to castigate her for it. However Mary Ann knew me quite well and I believe she instinctively choose the setting to insure that I would accept a more secondary role in her sex life. I will never forget the day I came home from the office to find her lying on the sofa, her cheeks were flushed and she had that glazed dreamy look in her eyes of a woman that had been completely and thoroughly satisfied sexually. She was euphoric, bubbly and walking on clouds. I knew she had been laid and while it was a kick in the gut, it was also so amazing to see her so deliriously happy. She showed me on an emotional very real level just what a woman should look like after sex. I look of fulfillment that I had never been able to give her.

I will admit I struggled for some time trying to reconcile our new marriage with the traditional one that we both believed proper people were supposed to have. But seeing the look of contentment and satisfaction on her face every time she had been with her lover…how could I not want that for her. And our daughters noticed too, Mom was a happier, more relaxed and a more fun loving person. I remember clearly one time when our youngest hugged Mom and told her she didn’t know what had gotten into Mom but she was glad Mom was always so much fun. It really took hearing from our daughter just how good having a lover was for Mom for me to really learn to accept cuckolding as a permanent part of our marriage.

I have fully accepted cuckolding and I am happy when my wife goes out to spend time with her lovers. But it was something we really didn’t talk about, more of a ‘don’t ask-don’t tell’ arrangement. My wife and I still have sex quite frequently although I am fully aware her enthusiasm for me doesn’t come close to her desire and enthusiasm for her lovers. I know there are a lot of cucks who take a weird sense of pride and enjoyment in being lousy or inadequate sex partners. I am not one of those. I love my wife more than anything in the world and I do wish that I could be the one to put that special smile on her face. There was one very special time where we were making love and when I looked down at her the tears were streaming down her face. For once the stars aligned and some way somehow I had done everything right. For that one time I truly felt as though I was the King of the Universe.

I have to say I owe a tremendous debt to Jinxypie for helping us to be more open and honest in our cuckolding relationship. Watching the Jinxypie videos and reading her blog has opened my eyes to how my wife deserves to be cherished and supported in her choice of lifestyle. I have known of and even met a couple of Mary Ann’s lovers, her bulls in the past but we never really talked. With Jinxy’s encouragement and gentle support I invited Mary Ann’s current lover over for dinner recently. To say it was awkward would be a gross understatement. I tried to be a good host and make him feel welcome. After dinner I had to practically shove them up the stairs to head off to bed. Biology and lust took over and for the first time ever my wife had a lover while I was in the house. That simple act took our marriage to a whole new level and I was probably the most surprised by her willingness to submit her own story. I am so proud of her and I am so grateful to Jinxy for befriending my wife and helping her to open up about her desires. I have no shame and no regrets for what I am. I don’t want or desire for anyone to pity or feel sorry for me. My world is not perfect, but I have a fantastic partner, a great best friend and the most wonderful woman to be my wife and my Cuckoldress. Mary Ann I love you. Thanks for sharing your life with me.