One thing I love to do is make people happy. I know I’m not alone in this, many of us take pleasure in making someone else’s dream, fantasy, or wish come true. In the general sense, it takes place most often around Christmas time – which isn’t a bad thing!
Personally, I do love receiving requests from my “fans” or the members of my website. They request a certain feature or upgrade to the website, or something they’ve wanted to see from me in regards to a certain kind of photo shoot or a unique situation for a video, and I do my best to accommodate. I’ve even had to create a special “kink” section for some of these requests. (For those of you site members screaming for downloadable content [specifically videos], take note! I’m working on my new redesign which will include some downloadable content. The new design won’t be live until the beginning of February, and will have [in addition to the downloadables,] High definition video, new sets, a newly designed bedroom, more kinks, …the list goes on!)
Of the requests I’ve honored, a fan suggested I purchase an anklet to wear on my right ankle, as a symbol of my hotwifing activities. Another request, honored just this week, was for me to wear the new “stripper shoes” I bought and an anklet when meeting up with one of my guys. These requests are easy to pull off, basically because they only involve ME and some item that I could easily purchase. Other requests I haven’t been able to tackle, due to location or situations not being able to pull through. Those times are really frustrating, since I do aim to give the people what they want.
One of the most unique and detailed requests to date involved a guy’s fantasy for sex on the wedding night. Without giving away his entire story, he was divorcing and he and his wife never had “wedding night sex” on that first night. He picked a date to come meet me, bought the wedding attire (not a full on wedding dress, one of those sexy lingerie wedding outfits), shoes, the whole nine yards! He even has specific requests as to what color lipstick and nail polish I wear. While I had never really thought about the appeal of wedding night sex as a fantasy, it was beginning to make itself clear. This was a fantasy that he has thought long and hard about, down to the tiny details. How could I not participate?! Helping make someone’s fantasy situation come true is really hot for me. We haven’t had this fantasy meeting yet, but it’s coming soon. When it does, I’m sure it’s going to be an experience to never forget!
I openly encourage my friends, fans, and site members to share what fantasies they have, what they’d like to see on my site – or any other site. You all are the reason this industry is as big as it is. Tell us what you want to see! I promise to try my best to make it happen! ;)
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Monday, December 14, 2009
"She needed someone to show her who she could be..."
I realize I'm very much in the "public eye" when it comes to what I do... but at the same time, I'm somewhat apprehensive of the wrong people finding out. Anytime I bring up the concerns I have, I'm always asked why I continue on with what I do, and how I'm able to keep the two lives separate.
Jinxypie is a two-sided coin (as is most everyone else that’s living.) I have a private side that encompasses my family and friends, then there’s the “cuckoldress” side which involves my website and my cuckolding mission. No one in my family (excluding my husband) has any clue of my extracurricular activities. At this point in my life, I don’t feel there is a need for everyone else to know about it. They aren’t as open minded as I am, and would most certainly shun me and my husband for this. They’re real prudes sometimes, too… it’s hard for me to think about them finding out. Not only because they’d basically disown me (not like they give much thought to my feelings anyway – but that is possibly a story for another time), but because they’d see it as somehow me hurting the children and would find a way to cause drama in our lives. It’s all so unnecessary, hence the reason I choose to keep this part completely separate from my cuckoldress life.
The webmistress/cuckoldress side of me wants all females to be educated on not only cuckolding, but all other types of “open” relationships. Why do we all go around thinking that sex is something that is shameful? That open sexuality is wrong and shouldn’t be given a second thought? Sexual women are often seen as sluts and I would love to change that double-standard. (You don’t hear many men being crucified for sleeping around… unless you’re a famous sports star who built yourself on a wholesome image… right?) Why would it be better for a woman to be frustrated and almost miserable in her relationship (I’m referring to the sexual aspect) as long as she’s monogamous, than it would for everyone to have all the safe sex they want and be happier all around? …I realize I’m getting a bit off-topic. That is my mission, to educate… and to have all the fun I want personally (teaching by example!). I also have the nifty websites to take care of. This is what I love to do, and I’m not going to stop.
I won’t lie, most of the time it can be really difficult to keep both sides of my life separate. It can sometimes feel like I’m an outcast, like even the most accepting and open minded of my friends would pull away if they knew about this kink. I have to really watch what I say sometimes, in talking about “this guy I know” that has a certain job or “a friend from out of town” that came in for a visit (not going into specifics on the nature of the visit). My “regular” friends and family? Would never forgive me. I know what you’re thinking, surely it can’t be that bad, right? …I know some of you ladies are out there in the same situation as me. Living this “double life”. We have curiosities about men, fetishes, etc but won’t dare voice them, nor will we do much research online for fear of those that are following what we do, watching our every move. This goes back to an earlier blog post (or multiple posts) in which I’d like some like-minded friends to talk to sometimes. Women that are accepting of this lifestyle choice, and aren’t afraid to share about it. All women that aren’t scared of their sexuality really need to stick together, am I right? I have NEVER turned away a woman that wanted to talk about her curiosities or adjustments into this lifestyle. Granted, I don’t have as much time to devote to it as I’d like, but I’m always here for you ladies! I’d hate to find out you chose not to try this because you’re scared of society and being an outcast. If this is something you are SERIOUSLY interested in, then go for it! It takes a little bit of effort, but it’s so rewarding!
If my family found out about my extracurricular activities, it certainly wouldn’t stop me from continuing. This is my life, I’m living it how I want to, and enjoying it to the fullest. I’m not hurting anyone, I’m being safe… and you certainly shouldn’t ‘knock it until you’ve tried it!’ Maybe I’ve discovered the outlet you need in your own life! Cuckolding is fun for me and my husband, it’s an important part of our life. If this part was missing I’m sure we’d both feel a void.
Some of you know this already, but I was approached by Dr. David Ley, author of the new book Insatiable Wives, Women Who Stray and the Men Who Love Them. He’s now making a documentary along these same lines, and asked if I wanted to participate since I’m already an established web presence. I am insanely flattered by his kind words and the opportunity! But I do value my privacy. I am not at a place in my life yet to throw caution to the wind, to let the world know about my almost double life. If any of you other cuckolding/hotwifing couples out there are interested in participating in his documentary, PLEASE contact him!!! I would love to see this piece of media blasted all over the place, therefore making cuckolding more accepted amongst our peers.
Quick story… one of my friends works in an adult-related industry. About two weeks ago, one of the porn stars his company promotes walked into his office. He even got online just to express his excitement that SHE was in his office, signing autographs at his boss’s desk. I sat for a moment, and the first words that came out of my mouth were “I can’t wait for the day that a roomful of guys are beside themselves with excitement because *I* walked into their office.” LOL! Who knows what the future holds. ;)
I’m still in the process of reading Dr. Ley’s book and I will do a review once I’m finished. Special thanks to my friend and fan, Randy, for the book! Awesome gift! If any of you are interested in buying a copy, you can find it on amazon.com.
Jinxypie is a two-sided coin (as is most everyone else that’s living.) I have a private side that encompasses my family and friends, then there’s the “cuckoldress” side which involves my website and my cuckolding mission. No one in my family (excluding my husband) has any clue of my extracurricular activities. At this point in my life, I don’t feel there is a need for everyone else to know about it. They aren’t as open minded as I am, and would most certainly shun me and my husband for this. They’re real prudes sometimes, too… it’s hard for me to think about them finding out. Not only because they’d basically disown me (not like they give much thought to my feelings anyway – but that is possibly a story for another time), but because they’d see it as somehow me hurting the children and would find a way to cause drama in our lives. It’s all so unnecessary, hence the reason I choose to keep this part completely separate from my cuckoldress life.
The webmistress/cuckoldress side of me wants all females to be educated on not only cuckolding, but all other types of “open” relationships. Why do we all go around thinking that sex is something that is shameful? That open sexuality is wrong and shouldn’t be given a second thought? Sexual women are often seen as sluts and I would love to change that double-standard. (You don’t hear many men being crucified for sleeping around… unless you’re a famous sports star who built yourself on a wholesome image… right?) Why would it be better for a woman to be frustrated and almost miserable in her relationship (I’m referring to the sexual aspect) as long as she’s monogamous, than it would for everyone to have all the safe sex they want and be happier all around? …I realize I’m getting a bit off-topic. That is my mission, to educate… and to have all the fun I want personally (teaching by example!). I also have the nifty websites to take care of. This is what I love to do, and I’m not going to stop.
I won’t lie, most of the time it can be really difficult to keep both sides of my life separate. It can sometimes feel like I’m an outcast, like even the most accepting and open minded of my friends would pull away if they knew about this kink. I have to really watch what I say sometimes, in talking about “this guy I know” that has a certain job or “a friend from out of town” that came in for a visit (not going into specifics on the nature of the visit). My “regular” friends and family? Would never forgive me. I know what you’re thinking, surely it can’t be that bad, right? …I know some of you ladies are out there in the same situation as me. Living this “double life”. We have curiosities about men, fetishes, etc but won’t dare voice them, nor will we do much research online for fear of those that are following what we do, watching our every move. This goes back to an earlier blog post (or multiple posts) in which I’d like some like-minded friends to talk to sometimes. Women that are accepting of this lifestyle choice, and aren’t afraid to share about it. All women that aren’t scared of their sexuality really need to stick together, am I right? I have NEVER turned away a woman that wanted to talk about her curiosities or adjustments into this lifestyle. Granted, I don’t have as much time to devote to it as I’d like, but I’m always here for you ladies! I’d hate to find out you chose not to try this because you’re scared of society and being an outcast. If this is something you are SERIOUSLY interested in, then go for it! It takes a little bit of effort, but it’s so rewarding!
If my family found out about my extracurricular activities, it certainly wouldn’t stop me from continuing. This is my life, I’m living it how I want to, and enjoying it to the fullest. I’m not hurting anyone, I’m being safe… and you certainly shouldn’t ‘knock it until you’ve tried it!’ Maybe I’ve discovered the outlet you need in your own life! Cuckolding is fun for me and my husband, it’s an important part of our life. If this part was missing I’m sure we’d both feel a void.
Some of you know this already, but I was approached by Dr. David Ley, author of the new book Insatiable Wives, Women Who Stray and the Men Who Love Them. He’s now making a documentary along these same lines, and asked if I wanted to participate since I’m already an established web presence. I am insanely flattered by his kind words and the opportunity! But I do value my privacy. I am not at a place in my life yet to throw caution to the wind, to let the world know about my almost double life. If any of you other cuckolding/hotwifing couples out there are interested in participating in his documentary, PLEASE contact him!!! I would love to see this piece of media blasted all over the place, therefore making cuckolding more accepted amongst our peers.
Quick story… one of my friends works in an adult-related industry. About two weeks ago, one of the porn stars his company promotes walked into his office. He even got online just to express his excitement that SHE was in his office, signing autographs at his boss’s desk. I sat for a moment, and the first words that came out of my mouth were “I can’t wait for the day that a roomful of guys are beside themselves with excitement because *I* walked into their office.” LOL! Who knows what the future holds. ;)
I’m still in the process of reading Dr. Ley’s book and I will do a review once I’m finished. Special thanks to my friend and fan, Randy, for the book! Awesome gift! If any of you are interested in buying a copy, you can find it on amazon.com.
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Straight talk
As promised via my YouTube video, here’s another blog post!
A newcomer to cuckolding/femdom asked if it was natural to feel guilty at first. Talking (online, in person, over the phone, etc) to other men, especially about sex or sexual activities, is something you just don’t normally do if you’re in a committed relationship, not without your significant other present! Such activities would surely hurt the other person’s feelings and possibly ruin the relationship! (Or so we fear.)
Something I stress to EVERY man/woman/couple that has a question or concern about this (or any) lifestyle, you must be committed to having OPEN and HONEST communication. Not just about sex or the hotwifing/cuckolding side of life, but about everything, be it work, family, friends, household chores, hobbies, football, makeup, WHATEVER. The more you tell each other, the less room there is for guilt. It’s as simple as that. If you start feeling any kind of guilt, then you probably need to sit down and have a serious conversation about what it is that is making you feel that way. The second you start keeping any kind of secrets, hard feelings, or frustrations from each other, it rocks the boat. I’m pretty sure we would all prefer smooth sailing!
If you have wholeheartedly decided as a couple that this is the lifestyle you want to pursue, or at least try out, then you should put the needs of the other before your own. The ultimate way to do that is honesty. Your man is concerned about your sexual satisfaction, and wants you to be happy. It’s certainly one of the most thoughtful gifts a man could give his woman! (…the freedom to have sex anytime she wishes.) We love our men, and we want them to be satisfied as well. Listen to what he wants from this type of relationship. If he is excited helping you choose men to go out with, then make sure he’s either with you while you’re “browsing” or have him do some of the searching on his own. (If he keeps choosing men you’d keep away from, then maybe you need to discuss exactly what kind of man gets your motor running…) If he only wants to know (before hand) when/where, and not necessarily the who, then give him as many of the details as he needs to be content. Yes, it’s mostly about OUR fun, thrills and satisfaction, but be a good partner and keep him as involved as possible.
Personally, I know that in the beginning I felt some guilt. Here I was, a married woman, going out and letting loose with a wild streak, without my husband! It ate away at me for a while. I would bring it up to him, and he would always calm my worries and fears. We would talk about every last thing that was on my mind, while he took the same opportunity to pose new questions and bring up any thoughts he had on his mind. Many nights we wouldn’t get to sleep until well after2am due to these conversations. Yeah, I might have been a bit more grumpy in the morning, but both of our minds were at ease… we are certainly a much happier couple.
Honesty is always the best policy. :)
A newcomer to cuckolding/femdom asked if it was natural to feel guilty at first. Talking (online, in person, over the phone, etc) to other men, especially about sex or sexual activities, is something you just don’t normally do if you’re in a committed relationship, not without your significant other present! Such activities would surely hurt the other person’s feelings and possibly ruin the relationship! (Or so we fear.)
Something I stress to EVERY man/woman/couple that has a question or concern about this (or any) lifestyle, you must be committed to having OPEN and HONEST communication. Not just about sex or the hotwifing/cuckolding side of life, but about everything, be it work, family, friends, household chores, hobbies, football, makeup, WHATEVER. The more you tell each other, the less room there is for guilt. It’s as simple as that. If you start feeling any kind of guilt, then you probably need to sit down and have a serious conversation about what it is that is making you feel that way. The second you start keeping any kind of secrets, hard feelings, or frustrations from each other, it rocks the boat. I’m pretty sure we would all prefer smooth sailing!
If you have wholeheartedly decided as a couple that this is the lifestyle you want to pursue, or at least try out, then you should put the needs of the other before your own. The ultimate way to do that is honesty. Your man is concerned about your sexual satisfaction, and wants you to be happy. It’s certainly one of the most thoughtful gifts a man could give his woman! (…the freedom to have sex anytime she wishes.) We love our men, and we want them to be satisfied as well. Listen to what he wants from this type of relationship. If he is excited helping you choose men to go out with, then make sure he’s either with you while you’re “browsing” or have him do some of the searching on his own. (If he keeps choosing men you’d keep away from, then maybe you need to discuss exactly what kind of man gets your motor running…) If he only wants to know (before hand) when/where, and not necessarily the who, then give him as many of the details as he needs to be content. Yes, it’s mostly about OUR fun, thrills and satisfaction, but be a good partner and keep him as involved as possible.
Personally, I know that in the beginning I felt some guilt. Here I was, a married woman, going out and letting loose with a wild streak, without my husband! It ate away at me for a while. I would bring it up to him, and he would always calm my worries and fears. We would talk about every last thing that was on my mind, while he took the same opportunity to pose new questions and bring up any thoughts he had on his mind. Many nights we wouldn’t get to sleep until well after2am due to these conversations. Yeah, I might have been a bit more grumpy in the morning, but both of our minds were at ease… we are certainly a much happier couple.
Honesty is always the best policy. :)
Friday, October 9, 2009
Keep it on? Take it off?
Do you prefer it on or off?
I’m not talking about the lights! I’m not talking about clothes… I’m talking about a woman’s wedding or engagement ring as she’s participating in hotwifing or cuckolding activities.
This topic comes up from time to time. Quite honestly, when I first began cuckolding my husband I never even once gave a second thought to my ring. I am not advertising that I’m single, I’m a married woman and I want everyone to be clear on that. When I started sharing pictures (on forums), more and more requests came for pictures showing my wedding ring. I thought it was very odd, but love to give the people what they want!
When discussions come up on the ring topic, I am always interested in the responses. People have said things like, it’s dishonest to remove your ring. You’re “false advertising”, giving the impression you’re single when you’re actually a married woman. But on the flip side, men may think a woman without a ring on her finger is more approachable, an easier conquest. Could going sans-ring also be a way to give yourself a signal that it’s OK to flirt and track down a sex partner? Perhaps it’s a way to role-play. Ok, tonight I’m going out as a single, horny lady on the prowl! Gotta leave the rings at home, so I don’t distract the hotties I’m looking to score with!
Removing your rings, whether before you go out for the night or even right before a sexual encounter, could be a way of announcing your sexual freedom. It could be perceived that with a wedding ring on, you’re tied to one person (sexually, emotionally, completely), therefore removing it gives you sexual liberty to do as you please… Kind of symbolic.
Catching a glimpse of a shiny wedding band while a woman’s hand is wrapped around some stud’s big cock is definitely a way to get some attention. It adds a certain excitement, a naughtiness, of wondering first if that’s her husband, and secondly if it’s not, does her husband know?! Another element that people love is a man’s cum on a woman’s wedding or engagement ring. Seeing your wife’s hand covered in a stud’s sticky seed will quickly put a cuck in his place! Especially if she has him cleaning it off her precious rings. (Personally, I can see how this would be hot to some people, but it’s not something I’m interested in…)
Some women use their wedding ring as a screening device – it seems to attract the “bad boy” types! What man doesn’t want to seek out the lonely housewife that aches for a good fuck? And what man wouldn’t like the satisfaction of fucking another man’s wife? Plus, wedding rings can be used as a discretion aid. If a woman is out with another man and they’re both seen wearing wedding rings, people would only assume that they’re together (if no one knew either of the two parties).
My feelings on the situation: The ring is about my husband and me, not about sex. I am just enjoying sexual experiences outside of my marriage. It doesn’t change that I’m married to a wonderful man, my very best friend. It also doesn’t change the fact that he’s encouraging this! You men out there are knowingly chatting up a married woman, trying to get in her bed. You should be able to handle the thoughts and reality of someone seeing her wedding ring and possibly asking a question. Most hotwives are confident enough to tell anyone that asks what her relationship is, there is no hesitation to tell people that we’re lucky enough to have sex with anyone we want. We probably aren’t the type to go yelling it from the rooftops, because we need discretion as well, but don’t freak out on us and try to come up with a cover story before we even go out on the town. (Can you tell that one happened to me? The date didn’t happen.)
When it comes down to it, there are more people (that I’ve come across) that prefer to see wedding and engagement rings during hotwifing and cuckolding scenes. It makes it feel real. You’ve all watched a porn clip… did you feel that it was real? (Excluding the amateur stuff, I mean.) Did you feel like that woman was actually in a relationship with the man or men she’s featured with? Was the chemistry there? (There doesn’t have to be chemistry for sex to be hot…)
I’ve been contacted by a lot of people that are pleased to find my site. They are impressed that I am a real person, in a cuckolding relationship, sharing my adventures with the world. You come across so many websites and porn clips of “cuckolding” that just feel – like a lie. They feel fake, like people are only reading from a script to get a paycheck. That’s one reason amateur porn does so well, it’s absolutely NOT fake! That’s one thing I take pride in… this is what I do, every day. I’m the real deal. :)
I’m not talking about the lights! I’m not talking about clothes… I’m talking about a woman’s wedding or engagement ring as she’s participating in hotwifing or cuckolding activities.
This topic comes up from time to time. Quite honestly, when I first began cuckolding my husband I never even once gave a second thought to my ring. I am not advertising that I’m single, I’m a married woman and I want everyone to be clear on that. When I started sharing pictures (on forums), more and more requests came for pictures showing my wedding ring. I thought it was very odd, but love to give the people what they want!
When discussions come up on the ring topic, I am always interested in the responses. People have said things like, it’s dishonest to remove your ring. You’re “false advertising”, giving the impression you’re single when you’re actually a married woman. But on the flip side, men may think a woman without a ring on her finger is more approachable, an easier conquest. Could going sans-ring also be a way to give yourself a signal that it’s OK to flirt and track down a sex partner? Perhaps it’s a way to role-play. Ok, tonight I’m going out as a single, horny lady on the prowl! Gotta leave the rings at home, so I don’t distract the hotties I’m looking to score with!
Removing your rings, whether before you go out for the night or even right before a sexual encounter, could be a way of announcing your sexual freedom. It could be perceived that with a wedding ring on, you’re tied to one person (sexually, emotionally, completely), therefore removing it gives you sexual liberty to do as you please… Kind of symbolic.
Catching a glimpse of a shiny wedding band while a woman’s hand is wrapped around some stud’s big cock is definitely a way to get some attention. It adds a certain excitement, a naughtiness, of wondering first if that’s her husband, and secondly if it’s not, does her husband know?! Another element that people love is a man’s cum on a woman’s wedding or engagement ring. Seeing your wife’s hand covered in a stud’s sticky seed will quickly put a cuck in his place! Especially if she has him cleaning it off her precious rings. (Personally, I can see how this would be hot to some people, but it’s not something I’m interested in…)
Some women use their wedding ring as a screening device – it seems to attract the “bad boy” types! What man doesn’t want to seek out the lonely housewife that aches for a good fuck? And what man wouldn’t like the satisfaction of fucking another man’s wife? Plus, wedding rings can be used as a discretion aid. If a woman is out with another man and they’re both seen wearing wedding rings, people would only assume that they’re together (if no one knew either of the two parties).
My feelings on the situation: The ring is about my husband and me, not about sex. I am just enjoying sexual experiences outside of my marriage. It doesn’t change that I’m married to a wonderful man, my very best friend. It also doesn’t change the fact that he’s encouraging this! You men out there are knowingly chatting up a married woman, trying to get in her bed. You should be able to handle the thoughts and reality of someone seeing her wedding ring and possibly asking a question. Most hotwives are confident enough to tell anyone that asks what her relationship is, there is no hesitation to tell people that we’re lucky enough to have sex with anyone we want. We probably aren’t the type to go yelling it from the rooftops, because we need discretion as well, but don’t freak out on us and try to come up with a cover story before we even go out on the town. (Can you tell that one happened to me? The date didn’t happen.)
When it comes down to it, there are more people (that I’ve come across) that prefer to see wedding and engagement rings during hotwifing and cuckolding scenes. It makes it feel real. You’ve all watched a porn clip… did you feel that it was real? (Excluding the amateur stuff, I mean.) Did you feel like that woman was actually in a relationship with the man or men she’s featured with? Was the chemistry there? (There doesn’t have to be chemistry for sex to be hot…)
I’ve been contacted by a lot of people that are pleased to find my site. They are impressed that I am a real person, in a cuckolding relationship, sharing my adventures with the world. You come across so many websites and porn clips of “cuckolding” that just feel – like a lie. They feel fake, like people are only reading from a script to get a paycheck. That’s one reason amateur porn does so well, it’s absolutely NOT fake! That’s one thing I take pride in… this is what I do, every day. I’m the real deal. :)
Friday, September 11, 2009
Thoughts and feelings...
I saw a post on one of the forums today that made me think...
A wife had been asked by her husband to start seeing other men. He had this huge fantasy about her cuckolding him, so she was asking for some advice on a cuckolding forum. Was it better left a fantasy for them? What if her husband ended up hurt and jealous because she slept with another man? Boy, do I remember those feelings and insecurities. But you know what? This was, without a doubt, the best choice for us.
I will admit that I wasn't so sure to start with. I didn't have a full understanding of cuckolding so how was I supposed to know that a man can actually be OK with his wife sleeping with other men? It just wasn't normal! I was so worried that my cuck had changed his mind, for some reason. After lots of reassurance, I found an attractive man and I went to see him.
Pretty much all of the drive home, I worried and talked to my cuck, just to see how he was. He was surprisingly calm and was very curious. When I got home and saw just how excited he was that I had been fucked by another man and that he was craving to hear every last detail, I didn't worry as much... until the next time out. And then the next, and the next... I'm not sure how many more it took before I stopped worrying that my cuck was going to throw some kind of jealous fit.
But I did stop worrying about it. My cuckold husband wants nothing more than for me to be happy, in every way possible. If that means sleeping in every morning, or never cooking a meal (or cooking every meal), or fucking as many men that I need to satisfy my sexual hunger, then so be it. The more we live this lifestyle, the more we understand and appreciate each other. I personally think every woman should be a cuckoldress! If it means your man is practically worshipping you, why wouldn't you want to cuckold him? But more than that, if you're truly as focused on your cuck as he is on your happiness, you end up with this really awesome, deep love and understanding of each other. I love what I get to do. I am happy on so many different levels in my life. I can honestly say that without a doubt, I am happier than any of my friends or family members. I am more confident, I am dressing more sexy in my regular day-to-day life, and I am not as cranky because I'm not sexually satisfied (LOL). I love the person I have become, this "me" is the one I have wanted to be for a long time. All it took was the right man to bring it out in me. :)
That's part of the reason when I see a forum post from a guy asking how to ask his wife to cuckold him, I want to help out. I am a firm believer that all couples should give cuckolding a chance. ;)
A wife had been asked by her husband to start seeing other men. He had this huge fantasy about her cuckolding him, so she was asking for some advice on a cuckolding forum. Was it better left a fantasy for them? What if her husband ended up hurt and jealous because she slept with another man? Boy, do I remember those feelings and insecurities. But you know what? This was, without a doubt, the best choice for us.
I will admit that I wasn't so sure to start with. I didn't have a full understanding of cuckolding so how was I supposed to know that a man can actually be OK with his wife sleeping with other men? It just wasn't normal! I was so worried that my cuck had changed his mind, for some reason. After lots of reassurance, I found an attractive man and I went to see him.
Pretty much all of the drive home, I worried and talked to my cuck, just to see how he was. He was surprisingly calm and was very curious. When I got home and saw just how excited he was that I had been fucked by another man and that he was craving to hear every last detail, I didn't worry as much... until the next time out. And then the next, and the next... I'm not sure how many more it took before I stopped worrying that my cuck was going to throw some kind of jealous fit.
But I did stop worrying about it. My cuckold husband wants nothing more than for me to be happy, in every way possible. If that means sleeping in every morning, or never cooking a meal (or cooking every meal), or fucking as many men that I need to satisfy my sexual hunger, then so be it. The more we live this lifestyle, the more we understand and appreciate each other. I personally think every woman should be a cuckoldress! If it means your man is practically worshipping you, why wouldn't you want to cuckold him? But more than that, if you're truly as focused on your cuck as he is on your happiness, you end up with this really awesome, deep love and understanding of each other. I love what I get to do. I am happy on so many different levels in my life. I can honestly say that without a doubt, I am happier than any of my friends or family members. I am more confident, I am dressing more sexy in my regular day-to-day life, and I am not as cranky because I'm not sexually satisfied (LOL). I love the person I have become, this "me" is the one I have wanted to be for a long time. All it took was the right man to bring it out in me. :)
That's part of the reason when I see a forum post from a guy asking how to ask his wife to cuckold him, I want to help out. I am a firm believer that all couples should give cuckolding a chance. ;)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Wanted... a girl-friend!
Not to be confused with girlfriend. ;)
I've been receiving requests to take pictures in "regular" clothes for the website. Well, your wish is my command! (and a rather easy task, I might add.) I just go around snapping random pictures of myself during the day. I took a really cool one against a mirror today... it's in the "Just Jinxy" part of the member's section.
Anywho, I found a really awesome park to visit. Some of the trails are kind of secluded, and you can take a few "naughty" pics if the right opportunities present themselves. Since I'm going to be able to get out more (working for myself instead of corporate America), I need a friend to go around with me, for when those opportunities arise. Snap a quick pic with my top down or of me sitting on a bench with my skirt hiked up a little so you get a peek... Know what I mean? ;)
So, now in addition to finding local friends that know what I do, I'm on the search for someone that's comfortable taking those kinds of pictures of me as well. And I'm more than happy to return the favor!! I'm not so bad with a camera. :)
Just something I was excited about and wanted to share. Another blog coming tomorrow... now that THIS (my site) is my job, I have more time to devote to things such as blogging! And tweeting. :D And pictures. And learning different fetishes. And... ;)
I've been receiving requests to take pictures in "regular" clothes for the website. Well, your wish is my command! (and a rather easy task, I might add.) I just go around snapping random pictures of myself during the day. I took a really cool one against a mirror today... it's in the "Just Jinxy" part of the member's section.
Anywho, I found a really awesome park to visit. Some of the trails are kind of secluded, and you can take a few "naughty" pics if the right opportunities present themselves. Since I'm going to be able to get out more (working for myself instead of corporate America), I need a friend to go around with me, for when those opportunities arise. Snap a quick pic with my top down or of me sitting on a bench with my skirt hiked up a little so you get a peek... Know what I mean? ;)
So, now in addition to finding local friends that know what I do, I'm on the search for someone that's comfortable taking those kinds of pictures of me as well. And I'm more than happy to return the favor!! I'm not so bad with a camera. :)
Just something I was excited about and wanted to share. Another blog coming tomorrow... now that THIS (my site) is my job, I have more time to devote to things such as blogging! And tweeting. :D And pictures. And learning different fetishes. And... ;)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
"You can't always get what you want..."
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Saturday, August 15, 2009
Squirting and socks and sexy lingerie, oh my!
In doing a little bit of website research, I came across a fetish I hadn't heard of yet -- sock fetish (more on that in a moment). That prompted me to then ask my Facebook friends, (and the rest of you feel free to chime in on my forum) What are some bizarre sexual fetishes you don't really understand? What are some you enjoy?
From Wikipedia, "Sexual Fetishisn is the sexual arousal brought on by any object, situation or body part not conventionally viewed as being sexual in nature. The term was first introduced by Alfred Binet, the psychologist better known for inventing IQ testing."
Cuckolding is probably my most obvious fetish. I get sexually aroused by being dominant over my sissy cuck and by having sex with men other than my husband (duh). I will admit, here lately it's more about the power I have over my cuck moreso than the sex I have with men (which is AWESOME in and of itself). I like being in charge of him. I like when he does things to please me, not just sexual but things like household chores or cooking, or even buying me new clothes or shoes because he wants me to look sexy... I have grown to love teasing him and denying him the priveliege of cumming. I toy around with the idea of punishing him sometimes, but haven't quite come up with a good punishment for misbehaving. (Any ideas?)
A fetish that I didn't really realize was a fetish until recently is squirting. Yes, Jinxypie can squirt. It's still a fairly new realization for me, as occasionally with previous men I had done this and not understood what had happened. My cuck is the one that helped me understand and embrace what I can do, and I've been "training" with toys and such to get better at it. I think we recorded a video one night of me squirting with a toy, but I'm not sure if it's available for posting anywhere... Gotta find it and check the quality!
Now comes the new one. Like I mentioned earlier, I came across a new one, "sock fetish". For years I would buy what I called "cute socks", ones that have cutesy prints or stripes, and are either ankle socks or come up over your knees... so I am totally digging this one. One side of it is sock sniffing, which I'm not into, but I'm all for wearing my cute socks for show and letting other people look at them on me! See? ;)
(The rest will be on the members section tomorrow...)
One website member chatting with me Friday confessed he has a thing for stockings, feet, and heels. Probably the most common fetish for men. Other men have confessed that they enjoy their woman to use a strapon with them, even if they're a "masculine" type. Another website member is really into bdsm and enjoys all things relating to a woman serving a man -- or another woman.
Ones that aren't really understood are "watersports" and the adult baby stuff. I've also read about "pogonophilia" (bearded men), "Arachibutyrophilia" (peanut butter), "Dendrophilia" (trees... YES, Trees), and the list goes on.
Any of you into these fetishes? If so, care to share what turns you on about them? Go to my forum and let's discuss. :)
~Jinxypie
From Wikipedia, "Sexual Fetishisn is the sexual arousal brought on by any object, situation or body part not conventionally viewed as being sexual in nature. The term was first introduced by Alfred Binet, the psychologist better known for inventing IQ testing."
Cuckolding is probably my most obvious fetish. I get sexually aroused by being dominant over my sissy cuck and by having sex with men other than my husband (duh). I will admit, here lately it's more about the power I have over my cuck moreso than the sex I have with men (which is AWESOME in and of itself). I like being in charge of him. I like when he does things to please me, not just sexual but things like household chores or cooking, or even buying me new clothes or shoes because he wants me to look sexy... I have grown to love teasing him and denying him the priveliege of cumming. I toy around with the idea of punishing him sometimes, but haven't quite come up with a good punishment for misbehaving. (Any ideas?)
A fetish that I didn't really realize was a fetish until recently is squirting. Yes, Jinxypie can squirt. It's still a fairly new realization for me, as occasionally with previous men I had done this and not understood what had happened. My cuck is the one that helped me understand and embrace what I can do, and I've been "training" with toys and such to get better at it. I think we recorded a video one night of me squirting with a toy, but I'm not sure if it's available for posting anywhere... Gotta find it and check the quality!
Now comes the new one. Like I mentioned earlier, I came across a new one, "sock fetish". For years I would buy what I called "cute socks", ones that have cutesy prints or stripes, and are either ankle socks or come up over your knees... so I am totally digging this one. One side of it is sock sniffing, which I'm not into, but I'm all for wearing my cute socks for show and letting other people look at them on me! See? ;)
(The rest will be on the members section tomorrow...)
One website member chatting with me Friday confessed he has a thing for stockings, feet, and heels. Probably the most common fetish for men. Other men have confessed that they enjoy their woman to use a strapon with them, even if they're a "masculine" type. Another website member is really into bdsm and enjoys all things relating to a woman serving a man -- or another woman.
Ones that aren't really understood are "watersports" and the adult baby stuff. I've also read about "pogonophilia" (bearded men), "Arachibutyrophilia" (peanut butter), "Dendrophilia" (trees... YES, Trees), and the list goes on.
Any of you into these fetishes? If so, care to share what turns you on about them? Go to my forum and let's discuss. :)
~Jinxypie
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Ask and ye shall receive...
...Within reason, of course. ;)
I had a member request... since it's also posted in my forum, I am going to post it here as well:
1. I would love to see pics of you as you go through the process of going out on a date with one of your lovers. In the shower, getting dressed, then out on the town with a lover looking sexy, then pics of his taking you in your marital bed or hotel bed.
Well, your request will be fulfilled very soon. :D
Tonight while on my video feed, I was chatting with a guy that recently fucked me silly. He wanted to get together again on a weekend. I informed him that I'm trying to reserve my weekends to go out instead of staying home (story for a members blog, coming soon). I mentioned that there is the possibility of others being with us "when the fun starts" because I believe the more, the merrier! He didn't agree with me. This guy won't even let my cuck watch... =/
Thankfully, this request popped back into my head. I asked if he wanted to be the "date" for that night and he agreed. (Now only if he felt like dancing!)
On Friday the 21st, I'm going to get ready to go out on a date... my cuck helping me get ready and taking pictures along the way. I'll then make the drive to my bull (he's about an hour away), and we'll go have our fun date! I'll get a room in the area, since I'm sure I'll have a drink or three when we go out and there's no way I can drive home. ;) My date and I will take pictures while we're out, having the time of our lives... and once we can't take it anymore, we'll go back to my room and rip the other's clothes off and enjoy their sexy body!!!
Can't wait to make this one happen. :)
Keep the ideas coming!
~Jinxypie
I had a member request... since it's also posted in my forum, I am going to post it here as well:
1. I would love to see pics of you as you go through the process of going out on a date with one of your lovers. In the shower, getting dressed, then out on the town with a lover looking sexy, then pics of his taking you in your marital bed or hotel bed.
Well, your request will be fulfilled very soon. :D
Tonight while on my video feed, I was chatting with a guy that recently fucked me silly. He wanted to get together again on a weekend. I informed him that I'm trying to reserve my weekends to go out instead of staying home (story for a members blog, coming soon). I mentioned that there is the possibility of others being with us "when the fun starts" because I believe the more, the merrier! He didn't agree with me. This guy won't even let my cuck watch... =/
Thankfully, this request popped back into my head. I asked if he wanted to be the "date" for that night and he agreed. (Now only if he felt like dancing!)
On Friday the 21st, I'm going to get ready to go out on a date... my cuck helping me get ready and taking pictures along the way. I'll then make the drive to my bull (he's about an hour away), and we'll go have our fun date! I'll get a room in the area, since I'm sure I'll have a drink or three when we go out and there's no way I can drive home. ;) My date and I will take pictures while we're out, having the time of our lives... and once we can't take it anymore, we'll go back to my room and rip the other's clothes off and enjoy their sexy body!!!
Can't wait to make this one happen. :)
Keep the ideas coming!
~Jinxypie
Saturday, July 18, 2009
My personal cuckolding history — Part 5, Series Finale
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009
My personal cuckolding history - part 4
So I finally had my first cuckolding moment... I drove off on a Sunday morning to go fuck some guy 40 miles away. I came back and told my sissy cuck all about it. I had finally crossed the bridge, I was truly cuckolding him.
I was somewhat flustered in the beginning, a whirlwind of emotions. On one hand I still had the fears that he was going to change his mind or that he was really lying to me about all of this and testing me to see how far I would go when it comes to sleeping with other men. I also didn't know my limits, what I could do or what I should do, or even what I wanted to do at that point. But at the same time, seeing him help me pick out clothes to wear and getting me ready for dates, him taking pictures of me for the world to see, giving me ideas when it comes to what to put on my profile for the dating site or him listening to me gripe about some of the messages these morons would send... I knew he wanted this for me. He wanted me to be happy more than I could ever imagine.
I was also bad about sharing with my cuck. Like most cuckolds, aside from craving the humiliation that comes from other men servicing their beautiful lady, they are dying to know what their cuckoldress is thinking and feeling. My fears and hesitations made it hard to communicate my thoughts and feelings about the experience to my adoring cuckold. It's true, Jinxypie isn't perfect... but I know since the sissy has to put up with me doing as I please, he deserves to hear those things from time to time... he's such a good boy for making sure I'm taken care of!
In the beginning I told him I had no interest in fucking a black guy. No matter what I said, my cuck kept bringing it up, because he swore they could do this better than white guys. (He had a wife that cuckolded him before, remember? Apparently she'd had quite a few big black cocks.) Of course, after being with so many guys I wanted something different... I have had my first (and so far only) black bull. He's awesome enough to be featured in multiple pictures and even videos on this very website! ;) I've had lots of offers, but for now I've found the black bull that can satisfy me like no other. Don't get me wrong, I still fuck other guys... sometimes multiple guys a day. But I only have ONE black bull.
As a cuckoldress, I am much different from when I started this. I'm becoming more dominant with my sissy cuck. I am more confident than I have ever been, in and out of the bedroom. Luckily, since I'm a webmistress by profession, I have had the knowledge and opportunity to create a pretty nice personal site for myself. I've also gained some insight on reading people... in my position I chat with a LOT of people. You can usually spot some fakes right away, but others take a few moments before showing their true colors. If you're fake, I can usually spot you pretty easily... don't think you can fool me.
Stay tuned for more...
~Jinxypie
I was somewhat flustered in the beginning, a whirlwind of emotions. On one hand I still had the fears that he was going to change his mind or that he was really lying to me about all of this and testing me to see how far I would go when it comes to sleeping with other men. I also didn't know my limits, what I could do or what I should do, or even what I wanted to do at that point. But at the same time, seeing him help me pick out clothes to wear and getting me ready for dates, him taking pictures of me for the world to see, giving me ideas when it comes to what to put on my profile for the dating site or him listening to me gripe about some of the messages these morons would send... I knew he wanted this for me. He wanted me to be happy more than I could ever imagine.
I was also bad about sharing with my cuck. Like most cuckolds, aside from craving the humiliation that comes from other men servicing their beautiful lady, they are dying to know what their cuckoldress is thinking and feeling. My fears and hesitations made it hard to communicate my thoughts and feelings about the experience to my adoring cuckold. It's true, Jinxypie isn't perfect... but I know since the sissy has to put up with me doing as I please, he deserves to hear those things from time to time... he's such a good boy for making sure I'm taken care of!
In the beginning I told him I had no interest in fucking a black guy. No matter what I said, my cuck kept bringing it up, because he swore they could do this better than white guys. (He had a wife that cuckolded him before, remember? Apparently she'd had quite a few big black cocks.) Of course, after being with so many guys I wanted something different... I have had my first (and so far only) black bull. He's awesome enough to be featured in multiple pictures and even videos on this very website! ;) I've had lots of offers, but for now I've found the black bull that can satisfy me like no other. Don't get me wrong, I still fuck other guys... sometimes multiple guys a day. But I only have ONE black bull.
As a cuckoldress, I am much different from when I started this. I'm becoming more dominant with my sissy cuck. I am more confident than I have ever been, in and out of the bedroom. Luckily, since I'm a webmistress by profession, I have had the knowledge and opportunity to create a pretty nice personal site for myself. I've also gained some insight on reading people... in my position I chat with a LOT of people. You can usually spot some fakes right away, but others take a few moments before showing their true colors. If you're fake, I can usually spot you pretty easily... don't think you can fool me.
Stay tuned for more...
~Jinxypie
My personal cuckolding history - part 3
So you've read parts 1 and 2. You've been eagerly awaiting the next part, haven't you? ;)
As I ended part 2, I had found a decent-looking guy that was sort of close by. I gave him my Yahoo screen name and we started chatting on a Sunday morning. My cuck was sitting at the desktop computer, working, while I had one of the laptops, flirting online with this sexy stranger.
Sunday mornings are usually very quiet at our house. No real interruptions. The guy I was chatting with was really wanting me to come visit him, right then. Understanding that it was about a 40 minute drive, I told him that I probably wouldn' t be able to stay very long. So I tell the guy I will "brb" and I walk over to my cuck. I told him that the guy wanted me to come over, right then, and that I wanted to go. Since this was the first time I was ever going and having sex with someone while married to him, I think I was kind of asking permission. (That didn't happen many times afterwards...)
He assured me that everything would be ok, and that he wanted me to go fuck this guy. Still nervous about it, I told the guy I would get ready to go, and that I'd be on my way soon. I gave him my cell, got directions, and started the "getting ready" process. My husband was right beside me the whole time, helping me pick out clothes and telling me how beautiful I looked... also telling me how excited he was and that he promised that he would still feel the same once I got back.
I sure hoped he was right. I wasn't completely convinced.
The drive was not very eventful, but the fact that my cell was nearly dead and I had no car charger was very intense. I didn't want to waste much battery life, yet I wanted to talk to my cuck to see how he was and to get another pep talk. (Haha.) I called the guy when I neared his house. He met me outside his apartment, then showed me inside. We sat on the couch and talked for about three minutes... then he was all over me - a nice surprise! I wasn't sure what kind of guy this would be... he seemed nice, he looked great, but you still never know what kind of person you're going to end up with when you do the picking and choosing online.
We had been fucking for about five or ten minutes when I noticed my cell was ringing. I had to run and get it; my cuck was checking up on me because I had broken our "rules". (I call when I get there and I text within a certain period of time to let him know everything is OK.) When he didn't hear from me he was worried... I was nervous because the first time I got out of the house to see someone, I broke the rules... and I didn't know how my cuck would feel about me doing it again. But I told him we had already been screwing our brains out and he let me get back to it.
After we finished, we layed around talking for a bit. Then I got dressed, told him I had a great time, and left. On my way home, I called my husband to let him know I had started the drive back. He asked how it was and, being nervous, I told him that it was OK. Wondering why it was "just OK," he assured me he was fine and if it was better than "OK" I should say so. Telling him the complete truth is the way to go. I told him that I did have fun, and "OK" wasn't a bad thing! Hubby accepted it, and asked why I wasn't talking much. I explained that even though he says he's ok with what I'm doing, I'm still leery of his reactions and wondered if he would REALLY be OK with it when I got home...
When I arrived, my cuck greeted me at the door. He asked how I was and of course I was good. So we went to the bedroom to talk about the experience I just had... see, with my cuck (and most others), we don't have regular sex. It's me talking to him about what I did or what I'm thinking or feeling and him getting excited by it so he can jerk off... (Some cucks don't even get that pleasure, they're locked up in chastity devices or just denied.) Anyway, we talked and I still needed his assurances that everything was great. After all, I had just went out and had sex with someone. Could he really be happy with me? Of course he was. He wanted this for me. He wants me out fucking anyone that I want because he knows I'm getting exactly what I need!
This first experience showed me that he meant exactly what he said. I was still a little hesitant, but things were getting easier...
Part 4 coming soon!
~Jinxypie
As I ended part 2, I had found a decent-looking guy that was sort of close by. I gave him my Yahoo screen name and we started chatting on a Sunday morning. My cuck was sitting at the desktop computer, working, while I had one of the laptops, flirting online with this sexy stranger.
Sunday mornings are usually very quiet at our house. No real interruptions. The guy I was chatting with was really wanting me to come visit him, right then. Understanding that it was about a 40 minute drive, I told him that I probably wouldn' t be able to stay very long. So I tell the guy I will "brb" and I walk over to my cuck. I told him that the guy wanted me to come over, right then, and that I wanted to go. Since this was the first time I was ever going and having sex with someone while married to him, I think I was kind of asking permission. (That didn't happen many times afterwards...)
He assured me that everything would be ok, and that he wanted me to go fuck this guy. Still nervous about it, I told the guy I would get ready to go, and that I'd be on my way soon. I gave him my cell, got directions, and started the "getting ready" process. My husband was right beside me the whole time, helping me pick out clothes and telling me how beautiful I looked... also telling me how excited he was and that he promised that he would still feel the same once I got back.
I sure hoped he was right. I wasn't completely convinced.
The drive was not very eventful, but the fact that my cell was nearly dead and I had no car charger was very intense. I didn't want to waste much battery life, yet I wanted to talk to my cuck to see how he was and to get another pep talk. (Haha.) I called the guy when I neared his house. He met me outside his apartment, then showed me inside. We sat on the couch and talked for about three minutes... then he was all over me - a nice surprise! I wasn't sure what kind of guy this would be... he seemed nice, he looked great, but you still never know what kind of person you're going to end up with when you do the picking and choosing online.
We had been fucking for about five or ten minutes when I noticed my cell was ringing. I had to run and get it; my cuck was checking up on me because I had broken our "rules". (I call when I get there and I text within a certain period of time to let him know everything is OK.) When he didn't hear from me he was worried... I was nervous because the first time I got out of the house to see someone, I broke the rules... and I didn't know how my cuck would feel about me doing it again. But I told him we had already been screwing our brains out and he let me get back to it.
After we finished, we layed around talking for a bit. Then I got dressed, told him I had a great time, and left. On my way home, I called my husband to let him know I had started the drive back. He asked how it was and, being nervous, I told him that it was OK. Wondering why it was "just OK," he assured me he was fine and if it was better than "OK" I should say so. Telling him the complete truth is the way to go. I told him that I did have fun, and "OK" wasn't a bad thing! Hubby accepted it, and asked why I wasn't talking much. I explained that even though he says he's ok with what I'm doing, I'm still leery of his reactions and wondered if he would REALLY be OK with it when I got home...
When I arrived, my cuck greeted me at the door. He asked how I was and of course I was good. So we went to the bedroom to talk about the experience I just had... see, with my cuck (and most others), we don't have regular sex. It's me talking to him about what I did or what I'm thinking or feeling and him getting excited by it so he can jerk off... (Some cucks don't even get that pleasure, they're locked up in chastity devices or just denied.) Anyway, we talked and I still needed his assurances that everything was great. After all, I had just went out and had sex with someone. Could he really be happy with me? Of course he was. He wanted this for me. He wants me out fucking anyone that I want because he knows I'm getting exactly what I need!
This first experience showed me that he meant exactly what he said. I was still a little hesitant, but things were getting easier...
Part 4 coming soon!
~Jinxypie
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
My personal cuckolding history - part 2
After reading part 1 of this series, you found out that both my cuck and I had been married before. He had been cuckolded pretty much that entire time, while I had to settle down from my wild teenager days.
After my marriage ended, I started easing back into my old ways... flirting non-stop and trying to find guys to have sex with. Life was fun again! My cuck's marriage ended just after he moved to a new town. It's like he got a fresh start as well.
We are both "nerds" in the respect that we deal with technology and we're pretty dang good at our jobs. I love a smart man, I can't deny that. I was immediately attracted to his smarts... He vividly remembers the first time he saw me, down to exactly what I was wearing and how I wouldn't really look at him (what can I say, I can be a little shy). We hit it off and started dating.
What's a cuck to do when I start getting hot-and-heavy on him, kissing and rubbing and talking about how I wanted to fuck. What any good sissy boy does, he tried his best to give it to me. When I first saw how small he was, I was a little disappointed. I had hoped for a huge surprise, but all I got was a tiny revelation. I did my best to "enjoy" it (I didn't want to hurt the boy's feelings). There was so much more that he could do for me, that I put up with the bad sex. I mean, I had a vibrator at home that was becoming my best friend anyway... I would get lost in daydreams while he was trying so hard to fuck me and make me feel anything, I would start thinking about guys I had been with in the past or I would have him talk to me about different fetishes so I could daydream about that too.
Then one day we started talking about what his ex did to him - having sex with other men, sometimes right in front of him. Immediately my reaction was to condemn her for what she did to him and how that must have made him feel. I'm pretty sure my quick reaction is what made him hold off in telling me how he actually enjoyed what she did.
We got pregnant, and I lost some of my sex drive. Once I had the baby and the "waiting time" was over, I wasn't even really excited about sex then. I mean, look what I had to fuck! Something that wasn't even three inches. Where's the fun in that!? My cuck could tell that I was unhappy when it came to sex, and we started having more and more discussions about his previous marriage, and how she would have sex with other men. The more we talked about it, the easier it was for me to understand.
We started talking about how it would be for me to fuck other men. At first, I was very uncomfortable with the idea. I mean, all the talk before was about his ex doing this... now we're talking about ME going to have sex with random guys. (It was fine and dandy when I was unattached, but now I'm married... married women don't go fuck random guys!) Not to mention, I had the fear that maybe he really didn't want me to be this way and was just trying to see how far I would go with it... Again, the more we talked about it, the more reassuring he was and the more it seemed like the best situation. I could get satisfied by a man with a big dick and my cuck would be happy that I got fucked just like I needed. I still needed some convincing though. There were nights we would sit and look at porn together, he would talk to me about which guys I liked and what turned me on... and after we'd both finish, he would say something along the lines of "See? I'm not upset, and everything is ok."
It wasn't long before he suggested I sign up for a few adult dating websites and we started hunting for online Cuckolding forums. One night we took the plunge and found a few, but that meant we had to take a few pictures for the webpages. It was fun getting all dolled-up, trying to make sure I looked good enough to make someone want to come fuck me. We took a few of my favorite pictures that night (look for the Navy football jersey in the gallery).
Lo and behold, the messages started coming via the adult dating website. I'm extremely picky, so I would weed through each message with a fine-toothed comb. The decent messages I would reply to, and give them my Yahoo so we could chat. I found a few chatters, but one was kind of close by...
Next up, part 3.
~Jinxypie
After my marriage ended, I started easing back into my old ways... flirting non-stop and trying to find guys to have sex with. Life was fun again! My cuck's marriage ended just after he moved to a new town. It's like he got a fresh start as well.
We are both "nerds" in the respect that we deal with technology and we're pretty dang good at our jobs. I love a smart man, I can't deny that. I was immediately attracted to his smarts... He vividly remembers the first time he saw me, down to exactly what I was wearing and how I wouldn't really look at him (what can I say, I can be a little shy). We hit it off and started dating.
What's a cuck to do when I start getting hot-and-heavy on him, kissing and rubbing and talking about how I wanted to fuck. What any good sissy boy does, he tried his best to give it to me. When I first saw how small he was, I was a little disappointed. I had hoped for a huge surprise, but all I got was a tiny revelation. I did my best to "enjoy" it (I didn't want to hurt the boy's feelings). There was so much more that he could do for me, that I put up with the bad sex. I mean, I had a vibrator at home that was becoming my best friend anyway... I would get lost in daydreams while he was trying so hard to fuck me and make me feel anything, I would start thinking about guys I had been with in the past or I would have him talk to me about different fetishes so I could daydream about that too.
Then one day we started talking about what his ex did to him - having sex with other men, sometimes right in front of him. Immediately my reaction was to condemn her for what she did to him and how that must have made him feel. I'm pretty sure my quick reaction is what made him hold off in telling me how he actually enjoyed what she did.
We got pregnant, and I lost some of my sex drive. Once I had the baby and the "waiting time" was over, I wasn't even really excited about sex then. I mean, look what I had to fuck! Something that wasn't even three inches. Where's the fun in that!? My cuck could tell that I was unhappy when it came to sex, and we started having more and more discussions about his previous marriage, and how she would have sex with other men. The more we talked about it, the easier it was for me to understand.
We started talking about how it would be for me to fuck other men. At first, I was very uncomfortable with the idea. I mean, all the talk before was about his ex doing this... now we're talking about ME going to have sex with random guys. (It was fine and dandy when I was unattached, but now I'm married... married women don't go fuck random guys!) Not to mention, I had the fear that maybe he really didn't want me to be this way and was just trying to see how far I would go with it... Again, the more we talked about it, the more reassuring he was and the more it seemed like the best situation. I could get satisfied by a man with a big dick and my cuck would be happy that I got fucked just like I needed. I still needed some convincing though. There were nights we would sit and look at porn together, he would talk to me about which guys I liked and what turned me on... and after we'd both finish, he would say something along the lines of "See? I'm not upset, and everything is ok."
It wasn't long before he suggested I sign up for a few adult dating websites and we started hunting for online Cuckolding forums. One night we took the plunge and found a few, but that meant we had to take a few pictures for the webpages. It was fun getting all dolled-up, trying to make sure I looked good enough to make someone want to come fuck me. We took a few of my favorite pictures that night (look for the Navy football jersey in the gallery).
Lo and behold, the messages started coming via the adult dating website. I'm extremely picky, so I would weed through each message with a fine-toothed comb. The decent messages I would reply to, and give them my Yahoo so we could chat. I found a few chatters, but one was kind of close by...
Next up, part 3.
~Jinxypie
Monday, July 6, 2009
My personal cuckolding history - Part 1
This idea came from a cuck who found my website and decided to send me a message. I figure if he's curious about this topic, others probably are as well...
This is going to be a series of posts, talking about how I started cuckolding my husband, but going back to before I even knew what cuckolding was.
Both my cuck and I were married to other people for years before finding each other. Being young, I loved sex just as much as (if not more than) the next girl, never getting enough. I got married right out of high school and, as with most people, life changed. No going out and fucking whomever I wished. No excitement, flirting, or fun times to be had with random strangers, or even guys I had known for a while. I felt that every woman that got married had to change like this, as it is supposedly "normal". Normal married people don't go out and have that kind of fun anymore. Marriage is supposed to mean sex with one person for the rest of your life. (Or so I thought...) Needless to say I got very sexually frustrated and very bored. Same sex, every time, and sometimes it wasn't enough for me. There was one time that I did stray - I caught up with an old friend, we flirted and before ya know it we were all over each other and fucking like crazy. Anyway, towards the end of that marriage he had brought up the idea of having one of his friends coming over and fucking me. At the time I saw that as him not wanting me, he would rather have one of his friends come fuck me so he wouldn't have to. That put me in a bad place, mentally. When the marriage ended, I started flirting with old friends and a couple new people, fucking guys like I did back before I was married. No one could ever give me enough, attention or sex. I was turning in to quite the horny slut.
For my cuck, his ex was cuckolding him before they were ever married, when they first started dating. She was fucking guys left and right, not telling him a thing. He's not a dumb man by any means, so it didn't take him long to figure it out. I'm not saying they never had sex, I'm just saying more often than not she was with other people and either lying to him about it or leaving off details. He came to love the excitement and humiliation from knowing his girlfriend/wife fucking all kinds of men. He knew from a young age that he had a very small penis, and accepted the fact that he'd never be able to please a woman like she deserved. After learning what a cuckold is, he quickly realized that was him, exactly. He not only had a woman that went out and fucked other men, but he got pleasure in knowing she was satisfied by her lovers and was so humiliated and turned on at the same time. She liked that he allowed her to go see anybody that she wanted, not that she ever asked for permission... but she wasn't very receptive to talking to him, giving him details. Cucks crave the details, the specifics of what the woman is feeling, her desires... and she wasn't willing to give him the satisfaction of knowing. Due to other issues (not related at all to cuckolding), their marriage eventually ended.
Part 2 of the series coming soon. :)
~Jinxypie
This is going to be a series of posts, talking about how I started cuckolding my husband, but going back to before I even knew what cuckolding was.
Both my cuck and I were married to other people for years before finding each other. Being young, I loved sex just as much as (if not more than) the next girl, never getting enough. I got married right out of high school and, as with most people, life changed. No going out and fucking whomever I wished. No excitement, flirting, or fun times to be had with random strangers, or even guys I had known for a while. I felt that every woman that got married had to change like this, as it is supposedly "normal". Normal married people don't go out and have that kind of fun anymore. Marriage is supposed to mean sex with one person for the rest of your life. (Or so I thought...) Needless to say I got very sexually frustrated and very bored. Same sex, every time, and sometimes it wasn't enough for me. There was one time that I did stray - I caught up with an old friend, we flirted and before ya know it we were all over each other and fucking like crazy. Anyway, towards the end of that marriage he had brought up the idea of having one of his friends coming over and fucking me. At the time I saw that as him not wanting me, he would rather have one of his friends come fuck me so he wouldn't have to. That put me in a bad place, mentally. When the marriage ended, I started flirting with old friends and a couple new people, fucking guys like I did back before I was married. No one could ever give me enough, attention or sex. I was turning in to quite the horny slut.
For my cuck, his ex was cuckolding him before they were ever married, when they first started dating. She was fucking guys left and right, not telling him a thing. He's not a dumb man by any means, so it didn't take him long to figure it out. I'm not saying they never had sex, I'm just saying more often than not she was with other people and either lying to him about it or leaving off details. He came to love the excitement and humiliation from knowing his girlfriend/wife fucking all kinds of men. He knew from a young age that he had a very small penis, and accepted the fact that he'd never be able to please a woman like she deserved. After learning what a cuckold is, he quickly realized that was him, exactly. He not only had a woman that went out and fucked other men, but he got pleasure in knowing she was satisfied by her lovers and was so humiliated and turned on at the same time. She liked that he allowed her to go see anybody that she wanted, not that she ever asked for permission... but she wasn't very receptive to talking to him, giving him details. Cucks crave the details, the specifics of what the woman is feeling, her desires... and she wasn't willing to give him the satisfaction of knowing. Due to other issues (not related at all to cuckolding), their marriage eventually ended.
Part 2 of the series coming soon. :)
~Jinxypie
Thursday, June 11, 2009
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